#inktober day 11 prompt is cruel. It's a very personal topic for me. A few years ago I reached an all time low depression and finally saw a therapist. A lot of things were going wrong in my life and I didn't understand why.
Yuumei on X: "#inktober day 11 prompt is cruel. It's a very personal topic for me. A few years ago I reached an all time low depression and finally saw a therapist. A lot of things were going wrong in my life and I didn't understand why. https://t.co/uw14m0OzRo"
It seemed that I kept picking the worst kind of abusive people to be my best friends or relationship. My therapist helped me understand that my parents were very emotionally abusive so I subconsciously kept other abusive relationships because abuser felt like family.The list is too long but my most traumatic memory is escaping from my stepmom after she convinced her son to stab me with a kitchen knife. I lost a year of memory from my childhood during when my mom was suicidal, I don't know what happened other than I was always miserable.Both my parents told me to get plastic surgery. My mom constantly reminded me that my dad didn't pay for my stuff so I owned nothing. I felt like I'm always in debt for existing.Therapy has helped me so much and I have never been so happy since. But the pain will always be there. I don't speak to my parents anymore and I will always remember how cruel they were to me.
Hey man ive been following you for a while now since i stumbled on some art of yours that i loved. Youve got a lot of talent to share and reach others emotionally. Im sorry to read you had to go through such a terrible experience. I dont blame you for not forgiving them.
